Sybel is an untamed hero in monomyth. She finds herself and it is developed through her being able to open up and love others. First, Sybel is uncivilized, rough, man-like; therefore, she can not love at the beginning of the story. She denys her ability to love, readers pick this up when Tam is given to her and she lets Coren know that she has an inability to love. Then, Sybel is given challenges or quests to have her look at herself and it seems to be hard for her to step out of what she is use to without a inner battle stewing. For example, as stated on page 116," 'No Coren,' she said helplessly, and found she had reached out to touch him. 'I am not good at loving.' In all my life, I have lonly loved Maelga, Tam, and Ogam, even though he was not very good at loving either. Stay in Sirle, where there are women who-- who can give you what you require. I belong here.' " This readers see Sybel rejecting the idea of loving another and trying to seclude herself. At the end, she finally finds herself and the love she can give to others. It is an openning into onself, for example, on page 336, " ' I am afraid, too, of myself. But Coren, I do not want to stay here and watch you go away from me. I need you. I need to love you. Please ask me to come with you. Please.' " Here readers see a huge transformation from the beginning of the book. Sybel has now come to realize that she has found herself and is now capable to love. Throughout the whole book she pushes herself away from feeling love but in the end she understands that she needs love to be true to herself.
*side note*
I believe that Blammor is a reflection of Sybel's self of growing and finding herself. Blammor is dark and confusing, just like Sybel confuses herself throughout the book. When Sybel looks inside/herself and finds herself, that is when she discovers that Blammor is the Liralen, who she has been "calling" to show itself this whole time. But the Liralen states that it has been around this whole time and that she just was not looking correctly.
Your comment about the Blammor seems like more than a side note--it actually underscores Sybel's inability to see herself truly, doesn't it? She projects parts of herself outward, and is only able to integrate all parts of herself at the end of the novel, when she has experienced a complete loss of self.
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