Monday, April 30, 2012

Grieving a Mothers Loss


Shakespeare Bats Cleanup by Ron Koertge is unlike any other style of book I have ever read.  Koertge, through his main character, Kevin, writes the entire story in poems.  Although the style is different, the storyline is similar.  Many of the themes are the same as the other books this class has explored throughout the semester.  The types of poems are explained by Kevin to make the book educational.  Grief is the theme I would like to discuss. 

             The first time Kevin grieves is when he is home in bed and missing baseball.  Up until now Kevin has been breathing and sleeping baseball.  Kevin is unsure what he is supposed to do now, that is in between times he is not sleeping, since it feels like that is all he does lately. He calls himself an invalid on page 6, so readers know he is grieving.  On page 8, Kevin recalls how good he used to be at baseball, showing no confidence of a strong return.  Not only is he grieving about baseball, but because of mono he is finally grieving his mom’s passing as well. 

Kevin’s mom brings him the most grief.  At first, Kevin is just recalling how his mom used to bring him toast, juice, and books when he was not feeling well (20).  Children often want to be pampered when they are not feeling well, so this is a time when Kevin would probably really like to have his mom.  He also notices his dad’s feelings, but they both act like they are okay.  Pg 29 is when we start to really think about Kevin’s mom.  The words ‘dark, angry blood’ paint a picture that gives readers a heavy heart.  The tone is angry and Kevin seems to be blaming himself for making her life harder by tramping in mud, but not on purpose.  He even includes a countdown of his mothers last few months, weeks and days giving readers a lump in their throats.  By the end of page 30 Kevin has reminisced and thanked his mom for being great and realizes he had praised her for being a great mom by the mug he made for her at the YMCA camp. 

After the funeral Kevin’s dad got thinner and thinner even though neighbors continued to bring meals for him and his dad.  It seemed to pain Kevin to see his dad stare blankly at the TV and cry randomly.  He did not know what to do or how to act without Kevin’s mom and Kevin did not know how to help his dad in the slightest (37).  I think writing poems is the first time Kevin is really dealing with his feelings of losing his mom. According to the ‘After the Funeral’ poem, Kevin had to be strong to help his dad through the loss and did not grieve right away. 

Kevin wonders why some of the neighbors continue to bring casseroles.  He wonders if they think he is hot or someone nice they could marry, because he believes his dad is really nice.  The fact that Kevin can think of his dad marring someone besides his mom shows he is healing and understands his mom is not coming back.  He also wants his dad to be happy again and that may mean his dad marrying another woman now that his mom has passed away (49).  Kevin is able to remember good memories, like when his mom went to the store dressed as a monster (50).  He also is able to look at his mom’s car and remember her.  He thinks of his mom’s one-armed hugs, which make him miss her, but also remember how caring she always was (65).  It is expected that just because he has grieved and dealt with the pain of losing his mom he will have memories that will elicit happy and sad feelings.  His dad also deals with the loss of Kevin’s mom by practicing his Spanish because Kevin’s mom would like that (94).  By the end of the book, both Kevin and his dad have worked through their feelings and are able to better handle what life throws at them with the help of one another and the good memories of Kevin’s mom. 

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